Coming out of 5 days assisting and being of support for the group Magic of Tantra, offered by Karam and Raaji whom I had met 10 years ago and who were the first ones to help me shift my experience and understanding on the subjects of intimacy, sexual energy, communication, felt sense and relationships.
I remember how much I was seeking for deeper before going through that workshop myself, how much sexuality had gotten to the point of having no real connection and satisfaction per se. I remember how much I knew and felt deep down that something else existed and that I was craving for it. Craving for an exchange human to human that went beyond the friction of the bodies and the temporary release of tension.
How intimate can we get with our own selves first?
How much can we allow energy to circulate within and let go of what is in the way?
How honest can we be with ourselves?
Honest with our desires, our fears, our boundaries.
How much can we express and communicate those to the other and how much can we dare asking and receiving?
Taking response-ability for what vibrates in us and going with it.
Vulnerable and open to yes or to no
Being with the experience
and
Flowing…